I’ve got some quite unhappy news today, and it’s a bit of a set back. I spent the day sitting in and wallowing in self pity. I spent the day being unhappy. It’s quite disappointing when you take a hit like that, because I can feel my motivation slipping through my fingers like sand through dried hands. It’s sad because I was hoping I could ride the wave of positivity and success this 2018.
The optimistic side of me that’s embedded inside yells that things are going to get significantly better. Things are going to get better. This is a set back but you will definitely be cheering yourself on again in a second. Keep your head high. You’re just 19.
The side I often let take control yells that there are no excuses. You weren’t focused enough and you should’ve done things differently. Your age has nothing to do with anything.
I won’t turn this blog into some facade of inspiration and perfection of life, that’s not what it is at all, because life itself is NOT perfect but it’s a beautiful..beautiful, unpredictable thing that I cannot get enough of.
Today was not a good day, but I can hope that tomorrow will be better. And if it’s not? I’ll fight for my happy tomorrow. Life doesn’t keep you down for too long. Keep pushing.
Thank you for reading. The positive messages and great feedback has really helped me experience good days. Thank you for that. Thank you for the people that have reached out throughout my social media to share kind words, share their own experiences or ask questions.